I woke with just no recall at all... thinking back I'd jumped to the house, was heading for Malico and Loci to dream share.. I'd arranged to meet Inka briefly but as soon as I'm close to him I just couldn't stay awake, he thinks it's funny the others annoying I didn't care either way. Was like being anesthetised... I vaguely recall asking for Malico to help as I was freefalling :D
I jump back straight to Malico, Loci is there and we I think went to see Leon, but it's the dream I recalled best on waking. It was 0440
It had started here, well the town hall side of here.
It was in my home village on lol the road called.... shepherds hill!! (Lol the Sheep & Collie dream from 6/March this year and 6th march last year)
Friends were riding round in a strange small squashed car that had 2 male twins hanging in the back.. not literally hanging, was like a babe in a sling so they were upright dangling.
I'd been in an errr hall. Had the feel of a disused church. High vaulted ceilings echoing. Yeh the layout is right for a disused church a makeshift cloakroom was in what would have been the vestry. It had been used for maybe raves, or playgroup or something, now largely neglected. I'm with a group, I recognised Inka in another form but we were in role. My lucidity low I was happy to go with what was happening - though I was both inside and outside of a body as I could see my avatar from above back too.
It was psychedelics again we were taking but it was ceremonial (Rather than the more methodical searching from the start of last night) Inka was in an unfamiliar body, South American, male but in a smaller body with wavy dark hair and eyes, spoke English with a Spanish accent. We were sat around a grubby wood trestle table lit by 2 candles stands well used, the table was splattered with wax as the building's power supply was cut off. We were preparing a mix. Grating twigs, on a normal cheese grater then mixing them with a dried leaf pulp in a solvent. The mix was in a large smooth round wooden bowl, a sage green wet mash that we ate.
I'd had mine, it wasn't strong tasting, earthy and fragrant a little like a wyrd wormwood perhaps. I'd taken it and was going back to the cloakroom but was following myself out of body now... I was wearing a grubby and faded loose white tank top or sleeveless t-shirt. On the back was a cross... the long bit going down my spine and the cross across my shoulder blades, It was ornate and symbolic, like a Celtic or illuminated manuscript. I was wearing an off white linen skirt with embroidered hem It had had a matching shirt that I'd removed..., my skin was a warm olive tone.. the top was tucked into the shorts but I could see the pattern continued down my spine and there was more detail from the sacrum, with patterns coming from where the nerves would leave the sacral-iliac joint. I was aware in the cloakroom, I was cooking the same roast meal that's in every night atm!! Though I was going there to find some trews as I was coming up fast and I knew I'd be sitting/sprawled on the floor. I was also oddly aware of some other people like errr like missionaries or quaker or just old fashioned... they had odd felt hats in blue or red.
When I woke I was errr DL, Ireen... Iran the dreams of Irean are to do with the Middle East?? and the Wormwood trumpet... the trumpet is a singularity I can see it energetically. I'm part of it... The trumpets are like the grails energy flow intersections.
Inka was in my next dream too... I wasn't dream-sharing with him though.... It's jumbled but the bits I do recall are very detailed.
Loci was making music, but the equipment he was using looked like very old computer stuff. He was him, I was behind watching. A party with people I know, it's a beach party I have musical gifts. They each play a tune but were like an edible cookie stick.
Then I'm in a light aircraft I think the year was 1964.. I'm in the cockpit and the plane is in trouble it's South America and we are going to crash then Inka is there again, not solid just astral.
This was linked to the beach and the music dream... others all new Inka too, they just didn't know I was linked to him??
I'm told precession of love...
'Run Run as fast as you can...' Like the gingerbread man?? Yet there is no escape from head? There is no place to hide inside mind?
From what would I run and where would I go?? I just drop to my heart and go with the flow :P
I am the new dawn. Like just light particles, vast and scattered, change. 'Watch Ren, it's only going to get wilder'. 😏
My Writings so hard to understand as I was 1/2 conscious, dipping in and out of here - Was an amazing play of emotion/time/suspension.
O.o 'All symbols' Hot inside - from the desire and outside 'Instant manifestation Witch, keep up' lol Keep Love!💜💜
Feelings of profound love and astonishment😜
'lol Ren, come you can't logic this'
Dream, still very big no context 'That's why symbols 😏'
More dreams very similar. WORMWOOD!! lol, Inka - I know this is Kama/Balance (The lewis carol from an old deamon to a young) - The hanged man. Narrative low infringement... more so with teach learn/learn teach.
Iluminosity, phahaha - The Wormwood narratives, I found after the dreams.. Dreaming the dawn/Hanged man. 'lol Ren, we got this... you're a DL stream just hang there a bit!' Hahah ok.
'Which one are you Ren?' Hu? 'lol, just messing with you, watch the cows' Hahahah Mooop! 'DL's a bit slower here as more of you is solid, data nearly done, now come play' Oh, I'd had a dream in main dream area too?? The squares?? '
'lol, you've been DLing love allover'
Why clothes? 'Why not? All symbols Ren' ;) I've been in the fire a while now. flickering! 'The spark that lights a fire' Oh the poem? Love, Higher, To burn? 'We'll see' ;)
Oooo I'm 👀 'Yeh kid, big again... chill and let it all sink in' There were dreams to woven into this kinda expansiveness. 'More symbols' Celtic illuminated writing!! 'Burn Ren, burn' Oh! The fire sprite! All the fires dreams, lighting and maintaining? Oh... lol the Inka dream with the fireplace! O.o 'lol yep, all symbols Ren'
I feel like I'm looking into TIME... 'lol you fell threw it. We got you though 💜' My recall was bonkers - I could see so many probable pasts/futures. Wake at 6. 'Just chill Ren, re'orientate'
Then I suddenly wrote a whole chapter 6 pages of the book to weave in (Jinya timewalker aspect)
I'm me, I know what I am... people can project onto me whatever they want/need and it doesn't change what I am. It doesn't change how I see them. At the same time, I'm done with being nice to be nice....I'm just going to be me as that's what's needed. There for to people who are nice/kind supportive that is what they see and get... For people wanting a fight, or wanting to be scared..... lol game on!
At the same time for once I'm all on board with it too... as I know my intentions and motivations is for people to get off their knees and grow.
It's not wrong or arrogance to understand your worth as an individual aspect of creation. We are not dirty, sick, sinners.... we are no less than any other creature we are loved and worthy of love The wind knows our name and creation is calling us home.
Strange dreams hard to bring back but so very real while in the space. Like a conversation with no language just very familiar and close.
Wow... wake later with what was a language of shape and light, geometric and patterns colour too I was the language was in the language and could see it too weaving and moving in all directions. I could feel Leon. Also new this dream was connected. Oh, wow... the towers from last night, was that Leon??
Woke at 211 by one of the new kittens squeaking and told was going to jump astral at 212.
Woke again bang on 303. Again, I was just coloured light yellow/blue/red all very straight. felt like I was with another me/mes? Was told you will not understand.. think form colour... Humm makes me think of a very old Architect dream too, wonder if I can find it. Cool, I did leon too didn't find him though.
Orian constellation was rising in the east looking pretty.. more floating in colour after that.. until I have a burning gnawing pain at my yellow centre. Felt like when you were a kid and going to vom, but didn't feel at all sick, just burning but pain rather than normal energy flowing.
Wake 707 and the pain is gone and I had been taken/shown tones of stuff! Thanks, guys.
Am reminded this is the integration of the yellow of the blue & yellow from here with Malico. Blue still to do... have pain in my neck today.
They had taken me to a dream or more I was just watching stuff.. Oh yeh, they had been 'us' we were one group shared awarness, I was still seperate too but within them.
I was told it was a wedding/funeral/christening/ceremony hearing. There isn't really a word that fits but I understood it as 'yellow-ray contracts'. I'd agreed to help/transmute.
Told must observe watch and that is what it was, it was scenes from many ages (reminded me of this regicide dream in some ways). I knew this was female timeline stuff - though I have no idea how it's related to me or DNA or even if it is or I've just agreed to clear it(It's stuff I'd seen within dream/symbolicly but more much more) .... it was female side though.
Vast profit from wars, Spanish stuff/war crimes including royalty/ smuggling really heavy shit I think this is the point I wanted to 'switch of mentally' but am told need to hear & see so keep observing
I'm looking at images from last 300 years mainly large well-off families & royalty theft/manipulation.
Male line is Norse/Germanic/Ural mountains but didn't touch on that was just aware it was..
Wake up and feel profound love & gratitude💜💛💜 and also the pain at Yellow centre has gone.
Christening I'm told again... I know there is a link to my fairy godmother (I'm reminded of an image my Aunty betty sent of me in the dress all our family wore on a deep purple bedspread my Nana's bed by the church)
Also the inheritance dreams and contracts I'd signed in the dream at her house back in 2006... lol dowager & Implant/Enclosure? Croft also means Enclosed feild too ??
The Church where I was christened... Ohhh I'd forgot the Lewis Carol link!
O.o WTH his Dad was Church Rector there.. The WORMWOOD?? Inka? 😛 wtf?? The looing-glass/rabbit hole?? My Nana's house was right next to it/grave yard and church... closest house, I used to play inthe grave yard too 😆😆 'lol Bitch it's funny yeh?' 😈
What is the worm thing? Oh the WORMWOOD and the worm/dragon/snake DNA too pfffffff
lol why you ass hats so cryptic 😏 - 'Cause you like games Ren, it's more fun when we play this way' 😆 Hahahah
Inheritance dream from Oct 22 2010
Setting is an alien type of planet in a beautiful forest.
I'm with the male half of me (I think twin flame/together we make whole)
- this time he is in the form of a shaman, he is big and blue , we both
have blue skin.
We kept holding each other as I am going somewhere I'd not be able to see him for a very very long time.
It's heart achingly emotional, we walk and talk holding each other..
it's a beautiful forest and lake were we walked with huge yellow
butterflies the size of dinner plates that would fight in the air and
these sweet fuzzy animals.
In the forest is a big Victorian house it looks very out of place it is
full of old relatives on my mothers side. Lots of food is laid out and
the atmosphere in the house is serious almost like a wake is going on.
Before I leave on my journey I have to sign an 'inheritance deed'
that is held in the house.
'Shooting your self in the mirror bitch?' lol Ohh.... 😆
I'm getting a good aim though!! 💜
CBA to read it... I don't need to hu?
'Data plan Witch, you know as you've been there!' Haha
So why folks wana clip loves wings? 'Time of the Mind Ren, wasn't loves go' lol
😆
Oh... Also cause the split-brain shit!
If we go looking for the other half of us in 'other' then we end up projecting our own internal shit on them!
'Yes'So they all got pissed off with love and desire as they were looking for fulfilment outside not in?
As we are looking for the rest of us! 'Mmmmm'
Shooting the messenger? 'Like blaming the scape goat bitch' Hahaha
Inak, what you doing... 'Coming in' Any reason? 'Cause I can' lol Ok then lord n master, time and my ass hat twin... My vessel is your vessel.. Got for it
'Bitch your nuts' Woooo 😆 'Plough pose quick, your spine needs a crack' lol Haha.. Plough Harvest and agriculture yeh? 'And you know it Ren 😈'
So... Esoteric spiritual awakening, Shamanism taught by dreams, Witchcraft from the inside out and now astrology taught by the planets? 'Earth's an elite school for them game enough to play!' lol dick...
It's like having 'The gods plugged into your head Ren? It's sure is bitch... Don't tell me it's not fun though' Ok.. but quit butting into my conversations! Shoooo
Where is Malico, 'Busy'... 'I'm still keeping an eye on you Ren so please behave'
Hehe 😂 Yeh any other requests?
'Do what you want tonight within reason, just remember to set intention' 😜 Haha cool...
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First wake at 1ish. I'd jumped to find Inak who was smoking by the fire outside the roundhouse and sat next to him, asked to dream share and in a dream fast..
I'd been something? 'You're usually something' People were asking what? 'You were asking what'Oh, lol errrrr I was emmmm 'I know 😈'. lol so tell me? 'Dream more Ren, it's more fun to show'
Still here, 'Roundhouse unless you want to move' Nah, I'm relaxed here..
I'd been dreaming on 2 layers.... One I'm with you guys awareness chilling and chatting and someone saying 'Let's not fuck this again while everyone's watching' and I was thinking of when Inak was saying 'Let's not get caught with our pants down' after the Moon -Sun transition dream where the sun was coming and I was half-naked.... and then I'd been laughing cause I'd wondered what Uranus was doing 😁 and someone shouting juvenile 'That would be me Ren' lol sorry, sucks to be a visual thinker 😆
TBF when you guys said I needed to learn a bit of astronomy next I wasn't picturing the planets with archetypal personality traits talking in my head 😛
In the other layer of dreaming was a crazy puzzle game. Strange people all coming together to play, all with different bits of the same puzzle. I was rendering it wired... A church, an investigator, some kids a music festival, random clues/parts bits we'd all agreed to add.
It wasn't easy to understand each other as we all rendered the same puzzle our own way. 'Childishly in your case bitch 😈' lol Inka, if it works who cares!
Anyhooo - The puzzle was getting close to completion, and everyone is heading to the target loci..
Dino fancy dress suits, walking mushrooms, a field and a city, an odd house in a lake... Tents a strange mishmash It reminded me of you guys trying to help me in the other moon card and people watching hoping we didn't make to much mess fall out.
'Get up a while then lazy mouse..' yeh ok.
Nearly 404 come back to sleep Ren.
Chilled a bit before sleep.. very fizzy again.
Wake later... Errrr Star-shaped cookies? 'Dog treats bitch?' Haha
A wired dream it was a version of my house I sometimes dream in... it's here but different the hill is steeper, and the houses larger.. I know the people in the street, but they are not my neighbours here.
It was my house and people were delivering stuff a huge white lorry had arrived and the driver was inside with the delivery.. the cats were scared of the big lorry with white 2 unmarked containers. It was dropping stuff off, a small boat was parked up outside too 'Vessel'
On my driveway was a stall for 'Transition town' with flyers and some people at a desk handing out leaflets and samples...I realised they needed to budge one way or the other a bit for the lorry to get back out as it would be a tight fit. I was checking the location of the cats & kittens as they didn't care much for the huge white lorry.
A female friend was walking past... and she starts pointing out that my driveway is littered with apple cores! She tells me she is making a note of who is making a mess.. lol a mess of apple cores! I think a food recycling caddy had been chucked or squashed. 'Find the food recycling dream Ren....... and take better care of your apples eve!!!!' Phahahah --
What's the lorry?? Hu?? 'Find Uranus bitch your heads in the clouds' Hahah wtf??😆 HAhaha Inka what?? From where? 'Here/Now'
lol ok... 'Find your star-walker app' I duno where my phone is use your lazy legs then. Pfffff I was curious enough to get back up it was 0550
I looked at the skywalker app... all the planets, the systems and constellations above and below.. Then considered birth charts and looked at the sky now, not much going on and then at my birth chart and woosh! 'Ren, 707 come bk to sleep, see why your you now' lol, sort of that's wired accurate so much info... 'Like all the stuff we told you?' Yehhh
Our birth charts are a form of agreed parameters? 'Yes'
Ok, these ones are harder to change from ingame? 'Yes, but still changeable - they will help offer a trajectory and also how an entity perceives the aspects of the archetypal system logos' Mines busy...... 'Relentless? Curious? Violent? Extremist? Stubborn? yet loving and revolutionary?' lol yeh, kinda Ok, it seems accurate for sure...
'Try looking at others for comparison' Who? 'Start with your bro, you can find his time of birth your mother's old stuff' OK... will try him later.
So lots of the planets are dominant in my sign, I have my Lillith in 8, and a pice of fate in 12 house Saturn..... Saturn is a calming influence... 'Yeh when you're not going psycho Mars on me' lol
I wake again wow!! I was inside a brain'and a mind' 👀 I'd been looking threw the brain from inside, the different structures and connections and eye of Horus that's the pineal? Anyhoo also the thalamus was connected to the horn bits. Oh yeh, I remember now!!
I'd jumped back to you and we chatted planets and archetypes how they were rendered differently depending on each entity's chosen and current parameters.. 'Like I told you, Witch, I'm whatever you need me to be'
Then I'd wanted to go back into Leons/Leo/Sun awareness.
He's easy to find cause he's still asleep under the roundhouse. I'd gone to ask if it was ok and you'd all agreed, I'd wanted to join your awareness to get your mind's perspective on it! I remember joining you then waking up from inside a brain 😆
Is that like when I was dreaming of being inside a system shaped like a uterus? 'Find it Ren' Also horns? 'Yes' Oh is that like a mirror of the 'Find the dream 😏'
The dream of the brain the horns are also the GPS I was told to look for in the dream about the guys from Jupiter and other planets! 'Yes, and others' 'Yes 💜' Rodent spacial awareness 😆 lol
That's also how humans can learn how to read magnetism to locate too then? 'Yes' - Nice one!
Oh when I get up and right/wright that is the spinning top!!!
Earth with a wobble or flat earth when you are observing reality from a perspective in the centre of your own event horizon and the aspects of the planets around you! Also the Celtic cross and the East and Celtic Chakra system! 'Told you you were a big bitch 😈' Hahahah 💜💜💜
'So get up and write/right' lol yeh ok 2 mins at 808 😏 'FU Ren' Heheh I do love you...
I feel like a yo-yo 'Shuttle 😏' Hahaha yeh that too!
'You knew your adha was something you were working on in many concurrent reality games'
Now I know why!! It's to orientate and navigate inside the earth game 😁
Haha Train 😆 you're at the back 😛 'Fail-Safe Bitch & the Guard 😈' Haha ... Who the hells driving? 'Not you that's for sure'
Oh that's the other time I time hopped! 'Yeh, you were meant to be in the back carriage and a bunch of you fucked off to the front!'
Hahaha... Oh we had to come back... 'After you'd fucked it!' Hahaha Yep 💜 Ok this astrology stuff is kinda fun, especially from inside out!!
Why pluto and Neptune have such an influence then? 'Zeitgeist'Oh yeh...'Told you that over and over and over' So I'm riding the Zeitgeist train... 'Skipping from carriage to carriage Ren' 'Crashing it now and then too'
The wired thing is that this isn't even that wired anymore! 😆 You were not wrong about a wild ride though!! _______
Oct 2018 Uterus dream... Oh wow, lots of cool dreams then too. That's the hopping then 😏
Go for a run.... and the Fun dosn't stop.
The dream with the people I'd been one of them??.. The controlled/controll people, I'd been one but wasn't with them. Taurus age? The minotaur --'Ariadne the moon crones Witch' :)
What are the other's Loci is he another larger aspect too?
The train wreck...... dream I had years ago. A carriage on its side burnt out in a forest. I had to call spiritual regression and go back in time.....👀 I dodn't need a regression, I needed to go back!
I'm going back over from the fucked up futures.. the front of the train! Trying to stop the borked trajectory where we are at the end of the line 👀'There is more than one Ren'
Wow, all my childhood nightmares.. stuck on the tracks.
Blood 2 spiders an ancient birthright... knowledge and spirit are not for sale. Not fucking paywalled - Neither should health be.. we are all sovereign if we want to be that is.... free will.
'You know your trajectory then Bug?' Hit the stasis? Neptune? Moon? O.o errr
🤨😐😶🤔🤔🤔
'You can't help yourself bitch any more than I can'... pack it in I'm thinking 🤔
'Hahaha GL with that Ren 🤪' FU😆
The larger cycles are they like the bigger Chinese star signed 12×4 ? Also on moon times??
The station's dream..... The multiple layers waiting for the train The complimentry earings! ringing ears... You put a flea in mine 😃 'I did' That first dream...WTH bug armour!! All them dreams, the Elen of the ways pee... Santa/Alignment/Bug earing.Inka...... 'Souldn't play to win Ren 😈' Hahaha 💜 That's why were teaming 😏
Oh The minotaur dreams with controlled people, I went in to rescue a female... With grey hair, an older me.
The controller.... Did he try to give me a jug?? .... and I took out a water squirter!.... That was so obviously Aquarius!! 😵 'You're an ass hole Bitch...' URANUS!!! 😜😆😆🤣
'and Juvanile Ren' HAhah 😍 , it' works 😁
Aquarius poking the dreamers... 'Yes bitch now hit the fucking stasis, please?' Hahaha 🤣 🤣
My between lives regression there was no place to go they were all in me. 'I Am' and my thing was a winged heart ❤
'Are you sure this is a good idea?' 💡
'Leos asleep in your house bitch we can do what we want' 😴 😌
😆😃🙄
'Oh it was Leon that asked Ren to hit the stasis power' 😲😲🤯🤯🤯🤯
Ren wakes sitting upright she turns staring down at
Kaylo who yawns rolling and looking up at her sleepily.‘What
now?’he asks exasperated at the look on
her face.
‘You don’t remember that?’she asks him equally exasperated, his answer
an unconcerned shake of his head as he closes his eyes again.She stands up.‘Ren?’ he asks sighing.
‘I need to find Leon she says.He sits up too considering her.‘Now?’ he asks her. ‘It’s always now’ she replies.‘Fucking hell Ren, your starting to sound
like them’ he mutters pissed off, but at the same standing up, taking her hand
and porting them both to Leon.
They find him sitting with Jinya on the wooden benches, it’s evening again and
the lamp catches her eye, but she heads directly for Leon.
She feels Jinya drawing Kaylo close to them and she knows he’ll be fine.
Leon stands to greet
her and seeing the force of her intent motions that they should walk.It
takes her a time to order her thoughts and he allows her the space as they walk
the grass together in the dark silence.There is so much she wants to express and Leon’s acknowledgement helps
her put it aside and focus on talking.‘I
didn’t get it, but I’m starting too’she
tells him and remaining silent he walks with her.
‘You know have to
try this?’she asks.Giving her space he remains silent waiting.‘What if it doesn’t work?’ she asks him
stopping and looking at him. He smiles
at her ‘Ren, you know better than anyone no one can make you do something you
don’t want too’.‘My responsibility then?’ she asks.‘Of course’ he replies.
‘I think we can get
in she tells him’watching him nod she
pauses to think again.‘How do I wake
you though?’He stops and turns
flicking his fingers a lamp appears hovering beside him she looks at it watching
the rainbow light illuminating the area where they talking.
‘You can’t’ he tells her simply with a smile.Frowning she’s lost, if she can get into the system but can’t wake them
how can she help.Then she knows, and
she really doesn’t want to know and her eyes pop wide.‘No!’ she says out loud to no one and
everyone.Leon looks at her waiting for her to put the
bits together.‘You want me to drop the
power?’She asks.He remains silent watching her the two of
them alone in the rainbow glow of the lamp.
The shock hitting
her like a sonic wave she explodes.'Leon, you're asking me to kill you! Illeth too and how many others and in permanent stasis?You know that's mass murder, right? '
Leon watches her.Her mind and emotions
on fire ‘Didn't you, tell me the reason you’re in stasis is due to the
spiritual repercussions of terminating you? What are you asking of me?'
He looks at her deeply 'I'm asking you, to free us, Ren, you’re the only
one that can'.
Reeling and realising, the weight of the responsibility crashing down on
her like landslide she blurts out 'Shit, Leon.You know this is fucked up right?'
He watches her battle her conflicting emotions, deciding fast she glares at him'The others will never go with this?'
'I know' he tells her and she looks at him searchingly.'Leon they read my mind!' she tells him
starting to think he's as crazy as she is.
'No Ren they read your intention' He states patiently looking at her expectantly.Her
mind recoils from the direction her heart is pulling her in.'I
can't lie to them' she tells him as the implications of what he is asking sink
in.
Leon walks to her holding her. Thought
seems almost stupid in the vast flow of knowing they exchange, and she knows she’s
agreed.
'You won't need to lie Ren.Inka understands,
Kaylo too and Loci they all know deep down'She cries hugging him his arms still around her 'I don't want to lose
you' she tells him.
He laughs at her but not unkindly 'We are part of each other Ren you
can't lose us'
‘Remember Ren, with your impulsivity and trust come connection, you won't be
alone and you never were.You can't understand this yet, but your
impulsive decisions are taken collectively, by allowing, many contracts can be
completed.'
Her mind and temper fires up at his last sentence as the implications of
what she is agreeing to hit home.'Good
contracts or bad contracts?'she asks
him abruptly.
He pushes her back to see her.Looking down at her quizzically he
pauses.'Now that dear depends entirely on your
perspective'.
She sighs glaring at him 'You could have just said good, you know.' she tells
him sarcastically and he hugs her again.She pushes him away trying to process the enormity of what she’s just stupidly
agreed too, and he gives her the space backing off and leaving her alone with
the glowing lamp.
Plonking herself on the grass she sighs enveloped by the myriad of emotions,
thoughts, implications swirling about her, and as her awareness spins the strange
beautiful lantern that has joined her on the grass dances her conflicts in
light around her.
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'You could have done it with Kaylo if you weren't so stubborn...'
Fuck Malico and Inka helping. 😲
‘Loci will take you, but you’ll be on your own for
the first bit so just let the body consciousness drive, Ok?’.‘Take
me where?’.
Inka looks at her frowning, ‘I can’t really explain
Ren there are just a few more things you need to see and know before we get
started.Nill’s and Koa are trying to
find a way into the systems we need, then you’ll have to piggyback either Me or
Kaylo inside with you to navigate’.
Shaking her head she tells him ‘No, I said I’d
do this, I can’t ask y’…. He cuts her off
smiling and shaking his head ‘Ren you couldn’t do this alone even if you wanted
too and believe me you don’t, so just accept what we are telling you ok?’Ren looks at him considering.He laughs, ‘I can see it’s going to have to
be me then, Look Ren, like I told you you’re in service now, you don’t get it,
I do.Listen up, and it will be ok’.He tells her smiling.She hasn’t got a clue how, but she knows his
intentions are pure and accepts the pipe he offers.‘Loci is going to dream share with you later’.
One by one the others start to arrive; it feels like lifetimes since she’s seen
them then she remembers how upset Flo is going to be about the meeting with the
overseer and feels horrible.
And Satan's asshole 🙄 . .'Knew you'd like it'🤣🤣 ... pfff gg mate, fucking impressive!!
'Epic?' Lol yeah...
The night with Leon and Ren chat.. my speakers all wired...
Then the thunder writing the void game part and the heat wave breaking .. was like the Never ending story and I was writing time.
'Nah bitch times, mine.... I was writing it you're just the bug hopping it!' Lol 😆
Am I not just going to be shooting myself again?'Yeh But I promise it will be fun, and your payload is love 💘'
Taking Vits I asked if need A today 'How's your vision?' err its good 👍 'Its 2020 Witch!' 😆
How..... 'Told you there is no such thing as fiction Ren' Yehh.. 'Don't freak bitch... Your to curious not to do it anyway' Hahah pffffffff
Oh the other dream... with the walk-ins!! 'One of our fucked up trajectories Ren... We are trying to avoid them so please trust' Pffffffffffff 'Anyways Witch, you've allready baptised the new Leon night before last, he's not going to be happy you tried to freak him out' Oh... here, lol Yeh he was all Golden. That was 2 nights ago...
'Have a kip Ren, Come here... you need a wider perspective'
'Better?' Yeps TY'You're welcome Ren, love and emotion are pretty formless, we have perspective let us be your walls and trajectory for now. As always your intention is impeccable hold it'
